ALRIGHT! Rhema just ended, and i really missed it.
You know sometimes how pastors say they enjoy worshiping the Lord and deep down im thinking "He must be lying its impossible to enjoy worshiping." BUT NOW, FOR THE FIRST TIME EVERY MORNING AND EVENING I LOOK FORWARD TO WORSHIPING!! I ENJOY SINGING FOR THE LORD I ENJOY DANCING FOR THE LORD (ps first time i jumped in worship) I REALLY ENJOYED EVERY MOMENT BEING IN THE PRESENCE OF THE LORD!
Its really a feeling i can't explain. there was 2 things that happened during rhema that really made me Love God more and more and more, and that's how being a Christian should be really! well i always thought ever since i became a CM i was all holy and i was GOOD enough i knew enough to enter the kingdom of God. but frankly it was merely the beginning to my growth towards God. i always thought i was a fairly GOOD person. then i compared my life to that of how some bible characters are. i really miss the mark by miles. i truely am a very arrogant person deep down.
I really pray really hard that i get my life right for God and also i want to become a really awesome CM for my cell, even tho there is little time left i really hope i can really impact my cell "kids" , frankly i do know it myself i've not done really that good of a job. and there's still alot of room for improvement for sure.
Its through rhema both this and last year that i truely felt God at a deeper level and it truely changed my life. Rev. Brian is an awesome preacher and he taught really good stuff about cults and all i enjoyed it to the max!! LOL. really appreciated everyone who made rhema a success u guys are AWESOME!! :)
i really hope i can make a difference, be the salt and light of this world, keep the angels busy with celebrations for more and more newly saved souls. and i pray God gives me this strength and courage to do so.
John 3:16 For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. (why should he do something like that for people like as undeserving as us, cause he loves us so.)
