Wednesday, July 23, 2008;
school's been really awesome..but exams are coming again even tho it just ended like very recently i really really hate studying.. studying is so bothersome.. went back for band with the other alumi then went over to subway for dinner, and then.. errr.. went to playground talk and all.. then went home..
life's really awesome.. i love life !!
GOOD DAY! (: 8:43 AM
Tuesday, July 15, 2008;
today was great.. i guess.. went to catch HANCOCK with wenshou, jieneng, erwin and faidzal.. i think its a cool show .. then so happened bumped into pie brent abby and gladys.. i was literally emo-ing away.. i've got no idea why..
GOOD DAY! (: 8:25 AM
Sunday, July 13, 2008;
that day on the mrt ride i saw the most awesome sun set.. it was like.. beams of light shooting everywhere it was so .. peaceful.. nature is so beautiful.. and so.. natural.. took me awhile to figure that out.. and to the next mrt station when it blocked by buildings i felt a stressful feeling like my school work all just keep pop-ing out again..
i wonder are some ppl just born geniuses?? are they really born that way?? hmmm..
sometimes hearing really smart ppl talk kinda irritates me.. lol.. haha makes me feel stupid..
exams are coming again.. in a months time.. wth man??
Good Day !! God Bless!!
GOOD DAY! (: 7:21 AM
Friday, July 11, 2008;
today was IDEA! we were suppose to make that LED thing.. i was rather fun i guess haha.. my soldering is even better than it was last week! yeah man.. but then again it couldn't get any worse haha.. my board was really ugly tho, haha at least i completed it and it was working prefectly like how it should.. then NG NAI FATT TREATED US TO PIZZA HUT.. thks alot man.. !!
and went to play pool after that, then went home and left for G2 for cell..
yesterday i had the greatest dream EVER.. she was in my arms. resting on me.. it felt real.. like VERY real. i woke up feeling.. happy.. i wish i could stay in that dream FOREVER!!! but then again.. its just a dream and it'll probably stay that way..
God bless, Good day!
GOOD DAY! (: 8:33 AM
Tuesday, July 8, 2008;
YES my blog is saved i manage to log in the blogger thing alr.. yes!! my math got 84!! yeah.. haha another great day today altho i dun remember what really happen all i know is talks bout earthworm being cut up and turn into more earthworms other than that..
God bless!! Good DAY!!
GOOD DAY! (: 8:27 AM
Saturday, July 5, 2008;
today had muay thai lesson after so long.. it was great.. it was such a great work out after such a long time.. then went to amos' bbq after listening to what he said bout the altar in my house and all it kinda scare me abit.. and i think i really have to do sth bout it.. hmmm.. today was yet another great day with the others..
God bless!! Good day!!
GOOD DAY! (: 8:38 AM
Friday, July 4, 2008;
i can't really sleep and i've been thinking bout my life how unhealthy it have been.. my life should be for God and yet like what adriel been telling me.. i swear too much.. i use WAY too much vulgarities.. i need to change i really do.. i have to live a life for God not for me or anyone.. and im also very prone to peer pressure.. man when i actually think bout it i have lots of weaknesses that i really have to change for the better.. and when i think bout this.. it reminds me of when i was sec3 b4 i met "ms nice" i was skipping church, going to lan shops doing all these bhind my mom's back and lying my way through all the way getting myself out of trouble.. i thought no one knew and i could well just do things my way.. but God knew God knew it all.. i didn't feel welcomed in church i didn't have anyone i didn't know anyone.. until God sent "ms nice" to invite me to cell.. that's when i decided to live a more Godly life.. to stop skipping church to live for God alone.. but deep inside that's not why i went to church i know it.. and after awhile we all split cells and well now.. im way better than b4 for sure but well i know deep inside im not what i show on my face.. currently im happy being CM and in saltshakers and all but i don't think im "strong" enough to be a CM i don't think im devoted enough.. in actual fact i didn't want to be CM at all.. i didn't skip the leaders' training cause i couldn't make it i skipped it cause i really didn't want to join them at all.. until kenneth found me.. i still don't really feel welcome as a CM personally.. i don't know any of them very well.. i feel very.. left out.. but well if this is the will of God so be it i guess..
also one issue made me think bout how great my friends are.. they don't backstab they don't talk behind my back , they don't do stuff that make me loss that smile.. they do things that make my smile bigger im really glad for all my friends i thank God MOST for these bunch of friends.. they're really awesome!! to all my friends!! THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME LOVE LIFE!! ILL NVR FORGET YOU GUYS!! NEVER!
and well this led me to something else..somehow.. everytime i see you i feel happy.. =/ but everytime u look over me like im not there, talk to me like you dun wanna talk to me at all like u find me irritating i feel " unhappy ". i just see something more in you something i don't see in others somethings.. unique?
i know some ppl are going to ask me stuff bout this post and all.. pls don't.. im just writing my thoughts out.. keeping them in me too long isn't making me feel better in anyway and im just making use of what a blog is really meant to be used for..
one of the longest post i ever wrote.. well i can't sleep and these thoughts just keep running wild in my mind.. im not emo-ing in anyway tho.. i just wanna let it out bfor it overflows..
God bless! Good days to come!
GOOD DAY! (: 9:06 AM
my previous post was cut by half cuz im feeling great now and i dun wanna bitch bout it.. >< ok anyway.. today was another awesome day at school!! ideas we had to melt the metal and all.. haha.. that was really fun.. then after that had some interview for spac2go.. well i kinda think i will like that cca anyway.. hmm.. what else?? now im home probably sleeping.. zzz
haha
God bless!! Good day!
GOOD DAY! (: 1:08 AM
Thursday, July 3, 2008;
we raped Wenshou like pull his pants down till he too lazy to resist hahaha.. i was laughing so hard my stomach ached just now.. HAHA.. and i hit my teeth on the table and it hurts but i was laughin so hard the pain didn't even affect me.. hahah..
God bless YOU! Good day y'all..
GOOD DAY! (: 3:39 AM
Wednesday, July 2, 2008;
today was another awesome day for me.. haha.. i got my 1st A for all my test!! my DE got 83 !! =) yeah man.. im so happy!! hahah.. i guess all those test papers paid out well for me haha..!!
then went to catch 21 with Xiaozhao, Wenshou and Jason.. it was such an awesome show.. they use "basic" math and win like hundreds of thousands at the casino!! haha.. alright.. that's bout it i guess hahaha..
what a great day it had been..
God Bless!! Good day y'all!!
GOOD DAY! (: 3:43 AM
