i feel really vexed over many many things.. but my dear mother just has to rub it in.. i feel like crap lately.. my mom is stoppping me from watching TV from using the computer from going out stop me from this and that.. she just doesn't understand how i feel.. and the worse part is she stops me from doing all these things just for the sake of it.. and no real purpose bhind it.. 0.0" thats wat i h8 the most.. i seriously h8 it alot.. then she DEMANDS i gif her respect but come on she doesn't even respect me screaming into the phone when im infront of all my friends.. i hope you know it but respect has to be gained and not DEMANDED.. come on.. i dun h8 u but ur driving me nuts.. im seriously going crazy.. i want my own freedom and space.. i know ur a single mom and i really am very grateful for that.. i truely am very gratefull that u didn't throw me bhind like how my useless dad did.. he left with that stupid slut that i fucking h8 alot.. i almost threw a punch at her the 1st time i saw her-.-" dun say i dun h8 her.. i know u've done alot for me and my bro but pls.. i nid my space i really do.. i feel much bettter now.. sigh.. too much have gone thru my brain..
anyway.. today was kinda alright.. went to "bestie" house after eng paper and played ps2 and majong really had a nice time UNTIL my mom called 0.0" tsktsk.. then i went to tuition learned quite some stuff.. haha.. then when i reached home.. my MOM shooting her words outta her mouth like a machine aiming at my ears which nvr seem to open.. haiz.. im sick of it.. enouff of this rubbish..
Hope u guys have a nice week! P.S im not being Emo..
