HI everyone Gd day!!

2010-11-04T11:55:00.001-07:00

Another emo post on its way.

Nothing is going my way, and i only have pomiya to vent it all out on!! My back hurts like a bitch, my fyp proj from a spinnovex team, was kicked out of spinnovex. Its like this stupid earth is acting against me.

My God, pls help me get past this trial, im having probably the worst time i can ever be in, its really tough, im falling apart. I know even if the whole earth , everything worldly, turns against me, you will forever be with me and for me, and for that sole reason I love you more than my life!! i would die for you if you asked my Lord, you did more than just die for me. to die for you would only be my greatest pleasure! but i have to stay here for this brief moment to do your works and til i see your face again oh Lord pls help me do it pleasing to your eyes. This is my prayer for today. nothing would please me more than your smiling face!

Jesus, Thk you for being you. Thank God for God! The 2 greatest day of my life, would be the day i said the sinner prayer for the first time and the day i die physically. nevertheless GLORY TO THE KING!

2010-10-21T12:26:00.000-07:00

Well, i'm here again after a good 2 months or so? Apparently the only person that still visit "pomiya" is myself every once in a while looking out at the tagboard which use to be quite busy, haha. Guess its going to be another one of those "can't sleep, start thinking, need to talk it out" post again. yeah, i dont know if its insomnia but it definitely keeps me awake at times i really want to be asleep.

All these time that i dont sleep it just keeps me thinking, and i HATE thinking SOMETIMES. Just the other day i was having lunch with my brother at kim san leng and we were eating the all famous chicken rice there! and well, i was kind of reminded of my dad when i saw this father feeding his daughter a plate of chicken rice, and i was reminded about how my weekends back then were like. We (my family inclusive of my dad) would go out for breakfast together EVERY weekend, half the time at the old macs, the other half at kim san leng. my dad always warned me against wasting food hence i just develop this habit of cleaning my plate pretty well, to the point that ill clear EVERY grain of rice left.

I also remember this conversation with my dad that we had while we were having our chicken rice. I being a good kid always finished my vegetable ( Its true!) and as usual i finished the rice and ALL the cucumber, but i left 2 little slices of chicken meat, it was quite bland so yeah, and my dad finished everything except for the cucumbers. after seeing our plates and comparing ( i was a kid, i compared everything with my dad ) i decided to make a comment : "Daddy, i finished everything" with a little proud smirk on my face. but he said : " you never finished your chicken!" and i said "you never finished your cucumber!" then he finished me off : " this is CHICKEN rice not CUCUMBER rice!" and i just kept quiet cause technically i lost.... haha..
as meaningless as it might seem, this little conversation just means so much to me.

i guess if i told you that i hate my dad or that i don't ever want to see him after what he did to my mom, i'd be lying to you. i DO miss how it feels to be loved by a father, i DO miss having this figure that i look up to, i DO miss being punished by standing against a corner, i DO miss everything he does, i DO miss my dad........ i guess i really want to feel how its like having a complete family again.

i'd probably said this before, but i always saw my dad as a flawless figure, someone i want to be when i grow. but after all these, even he turned to sin, the devil got the better of him and turned him in an adulterer. But as a dear sister once told me, even King David a righteous man of God fell to adultery, what more a mere man who worshiped FAKE idols. I hated him so much for a point of my life that i wanted him and his ****h to die, and not just die naturally or anything, but brutally tortured by yours truely.

Life became tougher and tougher for me, and i turned to friends which were, how should i put this, "unholy" all they do is shout vulgarities, hang out in arcades , fight and stuff like that.
i slowly turned "unholy" with them.

Until i met God. However much i wished i could be a GPA 4 student, the BEST fighter, a SUPERB dancer, EPL player, i wasn't. reason being, it just isn't part of God's plan for me! and i'd just have to trust that his awesome plans will be best for me. I came to know God by the lost of my dear blood father, and i guess that's God's way of COMING to me rather than me GOING to the Lord, i mean, the LORD ( KING OF KINGS, LORD OF LORDS, MIGHTY SAVIOR OF ALL) CAME TO ME! DO YOU SEE THE QUEEN OF ENGLAND GOING TO PPL's HOUSES TO SAY SHE LOVES YOU??? I GUESS NOT!!! DID SHE SEND ANY OF HER CHILDREN TO DIE SO YOU DONT HAVE TO??? I GUESS NOT, SHE'D RATHER YOU DIE FOR HER INSTEAD! THIS WORLD IS IN ONE BIG PILE OF SHIT, PPL KNOWING THAT THE LORD POURED OUT HIS LOVE IN THE FORM OF SENDING HIS SON TO DIE FOR US, TO REDEEM US OF THE SIN THAT WE WE WE WE DID, SO WE CAN HAVE ETERNAL LIFE WITH HIM, HOW IS THIS NOT LOVE HOW EXPLAIN HOW?!?! ALL WE HAVE TO DO IS ACCEPT HIS LOVE, WORSHIP THE ONE TRUE GOD! SERIOUSLY I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW SOME PPL KNOWING FAIR WELL THAT GOD CAME DOWN AS A HUMAN TO ENDURE WHAT WE DID AND MUCH MUCH MORE AND YET CAN STILL TALK SO BADLY ABOUT HIM, THAT'S JUST RIDICULOUS IN MY BOOK. I HATE HOW SOME IDIOTS CAN BLATANTLY INSULT HIS ALL SO HIGH AND MIGHTY NAME LIKE ITS OK? AND HOW SOME PPL KNOWING WHAT HELL IS STILL DECIDES TO GO DOWN THAT ROUTE. WHY ? WHY? WHY? THIS WORLD SUCKS, SATAN SUCKS A MILLION TIMES MORE FOR MAKING THIS WORLD LIKE THAT.

I hope that my love for God will never ever be lost, even if it means losing my best friends. I know my God never changed his love for me, the same at the beginning, the same at the end. My God is bigger than all my lousy trials, that im facing now or in the future, my God is the BEST!

I love you my Lord, God, Heavenly Father! <3<3<3

2010-06-05T08:02:00.000-07:00

Life is really unpredictable. sigh...
Even though i do not know you well. My condolence for your lost.
oh gosh it must be really tough for you considering how close you were.

2010-05-27T05:44:00.001-07:00

anchor ftw! woooo!

2010-05-25T05:54:00.000-07:00

I FAILED TP!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! ZZ now i have to wait for at least a month again! at july !! and that also means more money spend! bloody expensive!! ARGH!!! guess i was over confident!! :(:( the higher you go the harder you fall and i fell from pretty high. SIGH OH WELL!! ILL TRY AGAIN!

God's just telling me its not my time to drive ! not yet! Your will be done o mighty one! :)

2010-05-16T02:01:00.000-07:00

time to bankai! :D

sometimes i think im too superficial lol. but oh well. once bitten twice shy. suck on that ! :)
i dream too much, but somtimes dream do come true! dont they?

2010-05-15T11:27:00.000-07:00

life's starting to take a change! its getting better than it used to be! haha! God really does answer prayers! my awesome God provides!! :):)

2010-05-11T07:43:00.000-07:00

sometimes i'm really tempted to quit this.
sometimes i'm just surprised i even got into this.
sometimes i just dont think i'm good enough to lead you guys.

but,

ALWAYS, i know God's backing me up!
ALWAYS, i know i can rely on God's given strength!
ALWAYS, i know God's telling me to give him my best!
ALWAYS, i know God LOVES me and ALL his children from everywhere!

so,

Ill do my best for cool.
Ill fight all temptations to quit.
Ill not doubt myself.
Ill rely SOLELY on my awesome God! :)

COOL, hope i make an impact in your life by the end of this year.
God is awesome ! :D

2010-05-08T15:35:00.000-07:00

Just sent my grand mother back. oh man im going to miss her. every morning my breakfast! constantly reminding me to eat my medicine(abit of a pain but oh well) , every night my dinner, in fact she does practically anything! she's awesome seriously! and she doesn't complain AT ALL!
But my God is more awesome than that, he PROVIDES practically EVERYTHING! EVERYTHING!

haha and on the way back from the train station i saw a car CATCH FIRE !! and i took a video of it!! i believe its a mitsubizhi lancer. LOL it was on FIRE like BURNING on the highway! the heat damn strong when we passed by the burning car!

My God sent his only Son, Jesus, to die on the cross for ALL your sin. we are only faultless infront of the almighty one not by our works but truly by his amasing grace! how awesome is that!?! you decide!

2010-05-07T07:15:00.000-07:00

STORY

I was shocked, confused,
bewildered As I entered Heaven’s door,
Not by the beauty of it all,
Nor the lights or its decor.

But it was the folks in Heaven
Who made me sputter and gasp—
The thieves, the liars, the sinners,
The alcoholics and the trash.

There stood the kid from seventh grade
Who swiped my lunch money twice.
Next to him was my old neighbor
Who never said anything nice.

Herb, who I always thought
Was rotting away in hell,
Was sitting pretty on cloud nine,
Looking incredibly well.

I nudged Jesus, ‘What’s the deal?
I would love to hear Your take.
How’d all these sinners get up here?
God must’ve made a mistake.

‘And why is everyone so quiet,
So somber - give me a clue.’
‘Hush, child,’ He said, ‘they’re all in shock.
No one thought they’d be seeing you.’

i saw this off someone's blog and its a pretty good story to teach us about judging, lets leave the judging to God. :)

God rules! literally

2010-05-05T05:35:00.001-07:00

I've been reading my past post and wow im changed quite abit i believe and hopefully for the better haha. i feel very much different.

well today had my fyp talk and met up with my fyp lecturer in charge and im starting to feel the stress of the fyp episode alr. this is gonna be a heck of crazy chiong for my final year! i really hope this time no more procrastinations, no more excuses no more bullshit, its the last 100m im going to sprint all the way to the end!

Aero-Fan ! your going to make history! :)

MY GOD IS AWESOME! WANNA KNOW HIM?

2010-05-04T06:10:00.000-07:00

Hi Aaron, Today's been just another boring and NORMAL day.

maybe its worse cause im sick and it sucks, day after day life is going by and nth seems to be different. sad to say but my life is getting mundane and i really need something else to make my life more... colourful, more.... interesting.

Thank God for everything tho!

Jesus saves! :)

2010-04-15T23:00:00.000-07:00

Alright im blogging again! just got back from an awesome chalet for the Anchor! it was an awesome chalet because of all the company! and one special quest in this chalet God!
we had worship and lesson , BBQ dinner as Anchor cell , really weird games like true or dare etc etc, night cycling.

i realised i have not been spending enough time with God, not enough time doing my QT. and i think i should really make myself serious for God! like seriously!!

I've been spending way too much time with computer games(primarily DOTA) and its definitely hindering me from spending time with my Bible and doing my quiet time , so i've officially decided to fast computer games(dota) since ytd! and so far so gd lol.

2010-03-12T09:08:00.000-08:00

Driving is super fun!!! haha even though only started 2 lessons. driving is awesome! haha first time driving on the PUBLIC road! muahaha. i think im damn good at driving la. HAHA

GOD IS AWESOME!! HIS SO AWESOME , HIS MORE AWESOME THAN ME X100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 and the number goes on and on and on.

2010-03-07T17:40:00.001-08:00

SCHOOL'S OUT! Wohoooooooooooo..

Its Holidays Yoooooo.. MUAHAHA.
LOL. If anyone has some sorta good HIGH emphasis on HIGH paying job aka lobangs, pls tell me K! :D

My God have been doing great things for me during the exams period, not to my surprise, cause his the God who providesss!! HIS AWESOME!!! :D

2010-03-01T08:11:00.000-08:00

sigh i wonder if anyone even comes here anymore.

this is gonna be another emo post and shit.

i dread CNY.

why? cause its a time of a family reunion and that's not what i see. i mean going to my Grandma's place and all. but it just doesn't feel right. this might sound like im sadistic or sth but i everytime i see happy families on the street, visiting, seeing my friends' happy family it really makes me feel SORE. i feel useless i feel horrible. watching how fathers dote on their children watching how they love them. its not a feeling i never had, i used to feel so so loved. i swear at that moment i had the BEST damn family in this entire rotting world. but sadly temptations from the devil are really strong enough to turn the best person into the worst.

the role model that i looked up to, the one that taught me right ethics, the one that i THOUGHT was that all i ever needed, the one that LOVE me or rather LOVED me sigh i dont know. the BEST BEST BEST person or so i thought.

ever since you left. a lot of emotions started to pour in. sadness, anger, confusion, hatred and finally when i "got used to it" i became numb. it was really bad 2 or 3 year of my life. imagine having all this mixed emotions when your only what 11 years old? it SUCKS. its the point of your life when learn stuff. and ur departure didn't help a single bit. i started to pick up vulgarities and hanging out with people i shouldn't be with.

your leaving probably made me lose my childhood for all its worth. not much to you obviously. even after leaving. i only saw you once a week, then it became once per 2 weeks, then it became once per month, then it became only when your free, then it became never? i enjoyed those times though really i did but i didn't enjoy the extra company that was probably the root to all this bullshit.

i guessed you still loved me even after leaving, i think remember how i hurt your feelings then when i tore up those fake wrestling cards that you bought me, i was young then i wanted to be "COOL" so to prove that i tore them up in front of my friends. then there was all those suppers, all those stay overs, and really all those expensive gifts on birthdays, Christmas, and occasionally good results even though i had rarely express my thanks, but that's also because i couldn't overcome that part of me that said, "WHY DO YOU EVEN TALK TO THIS MAN, HIS THE REASON YOU AND EVERYONE FROM YOUR FAMILY NOW IS SUFFERING". hatred was the more dominating emotion at that moment.

i was just overdosed with hatred. i started venting my anger on innocent bystanders, my brother the biggest victim i bullied him every chance i could have i attacked him physically and verbally in every possible ways i could, and my poor mom, probably feeling it worse than i am and still needing to take my nonsense, having to put up with an insensitive ASSHOLE who knew NOTHING really.

and after all these my mom decided to look for a religion to settle in, where she can find peace and she ended in Grace. i always had took this as a trade, earthly Father for HEAVENLY Father. and that was probably the greatest deal i had made in this life of mine.

but it really took a great period of time before i really understood that deal.

as i started to see him less and less, my hatred faded away slowly and now. i really missed him. but i had no courage to admit that fact. it was tough even now it still is. i hate CNY because i dont see you in the family pictures, i hate CNY because i dont receive ur ang pao anymore, i hate CNY because you dont drive me to Malaysia anymore, i hate CNY because your never there to celebrate anything else with me anymore.

you made me wonder what really a family is suppose to be.

friends come and go. but family will stay - as least that's what their suppose to do.

my friends were really the ones that kept that smile on my face the ones known as the "Casanovas" they mean so so so so so so so much to me. my cell, Saltshakers and COOL, these are also another group of people who also really looked out for me in different ways but they were really the ones who were always there when i needed someone. THANK YOU GUYS! I LOVE YOU ALL !! :)

not many people know about me not having a father cause he left the family, that was because i was too ashamed, it felt like my fault that this happen, i could've have done something, anything? but i just didn't like telling people about this it just makes me feel even more inferior to their happy families and i hated that a lot. even now i feel very uncomfortable inviting people to my house only to hear them asking, "Why you family picture dont have your father?" "Where's your father?" " What's your father working as?" "How come i never see your father before?" i hated these questions a lot. i normally just changed the topic or worse, LIE.

and of cause My Heavenly DAD ! the one ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS there for me consoling me, advising me through his many ways, giving and taking away, who already had plans for me even before i was born. and always the plans were for my GOOD. and it was through God i realised i should have changed all my bad ways and become that good person that God or even you had wanted me to me.

the void that you left in me when you left my life is slowly being filled with all these awesome people! and who better to thank then God himself, who WAS,IS and WILL be the one who loves me the MOOOOOOOOOOOST. I know for sure at least God will NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER leave me cause he promised not to. and his definitely a man of his words.

My God is God who provides! He is mighty to save!
GOD is GOOD, FOREVER!
FOREVER, GOD is GOOD!

(to whoever who even saw this post, pls pls dont ask me if im fine cause obviously i'm not the best i can be, or don't try to console me or make me feel better cause i doubt it'd work. i know its really pathetic to be in such a self pity state but by writing it down i really feel much better! :D )

(or rather is just the exams fever messing with my emotions. )

2010-01-17T08:36:00.000-08:00

the LEAST we should all do.

Love God with all of our heart!

Emerge a Christlike disciple!

Abide by the word of God!

Serve one another in humility!

Touch the community with Christ's love!

the very least we should aim for.

awesome God!! :D

2010-01-15T11:27:00.000-08:00

sigh. im starting to feel really weird.

sometimes i think im the best person in the world, then other times i feel like a big ass jerk.

sigh.

im not doing enough, im not giving it my best ARGH. The Big Man up there i really need ur guidance and help me listen to you more.

i think im going to come out with a new year resolution

1. Read your word more often.
2. Become a better leader for COOL
3. Become a better person in general
4. Play less dota. ( this is gonna be tough)
5. Get my studies right.
6. MARRY A RICH WIFE, SO I SLACK FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. :)
(just kidding, i ain't no "xiao bai lian")
7. Become good in soccer then join Liverpool and help them get the EPL title they have been drooling about for ages. (literally)
8. Manage Liverpool, after becoming a LEGEND right next to Torres and Gerrard, for astronomical wages. hence kicking Rafa Benitez away for my right place as Manager and help them win more Silverware then those overrated MAN U.
9. Stop being a dreamer as u can see from 6 , 7 , 8.

that's bout it i guess for now.

BTW
MY GOD IS THE GOD WHO PROVIDES! HE GIVES AND TAKES AWAY!
AND HIS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE SECOND TO NONE
AND HE GAVE HIS SON FOR UR REDEMPTION YOU DO NOT DESERVE.

ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS ACCEPT THIS GIFT OF NO COUNTABLE VALUE INTO UR LIFE.
AND YOUR PROMISED ETERNAL LIFE. WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR NOW?
UR CALL!

MY GOD IS MIGHTY TO SAVE! KING! FATHER! COUNSELOR! BESTEST FRIEND! :D

2009-12-23T03:22:00.000-08:00

Off to KL in awhile for a shopping spree.. :)

Btw Merry Christmas in advance! :)

and more importantly..

HAPPY B'DAY JESUS OUR SAVIOR!!

2009-12-17T09:03:00.000-08:00

OK! this is my attempt to revive this blog!!

HAHA!

ALRIGHT! Rhema just ended, and i really missed it.

You know sometimes how pastors say they enjoy worshiping the Lord and deep down im thinking "He must be lying its impossible to enjoy worshiping." BUT NOW, FOR THE FIRST TIME EVERY MORNING AND EVENING I LOOK FORWARD TO WORSHIPING!! I ENJOY SINGING FOR THE LORD I ENJOY DANCING FOR THE LORD (ps first time i jumped in worship) I REALLY ENJOYED EVERY MOMENT BEING IN THE PRESENCE OF THE LORD!

Its really a feeling i can't explain. there was 2 things that happened during rhema that really made me Love God more and more and more, and that's how being a Christian should be really! well i always thought ever since i became a CM i was all holy and i was GOOD enough i knew enough to enter the kingdom of God. but frankly it was merely the beginning to my growth towards God. i always thought i was a fairly GOOD person. then i compared my life to that of how some bible characters are. i really miss the mark by miles. i truely am a very arrogant person deep down.

I really pray really hard that i get my life right for God and also i want to become a really awesome CM for my cell, even tho there is little time left i really hope i can really impact my cell "kids" , frankly i do know it myself i've not done really that good of a job. and there's still alot of room for improvement for sure.

Its through rhema both this and last year that i truely felt God at a deeper level and it truely changed my life. Rev. Brian is an awesome preacher and he taught really good stuff about cults and all i enjoyed it to the max!! LOL. really appreciated everyone who made rhema a success u guys are AWESOME!! :)

i really hope i can make a difference, be the salt and light of this world, keep the angels busy with celebrations for more and more newly saved souls. and i pray God gives me this strength and courage to do so.

John 3:16
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.
(why should he do something like that for people like as undeserving as us, cause he loves us so.)

rhema's over, leaders' retreat next!

2009-09-04T10:32:00.000-07:00

Exams are over!! and its been ages since i last blogged! anyway this is the BEST jail in the WORLD! LOOK!

2009-08-11T06:24:00.000-07:00

IM SELLING MY PSP SLIM! ( SILVER ) comes with 4 GB memory , pouch, screen protector alr on. price around $275 ( Negotiable ) !

leave ur name on the tagboard with email if interested, if or u can just talk to me on msn or sth ! :)

2009-08-09T09:29:00.000-07:00

ARGH IM HALF AN HOUR LATE BUT

HAPPY B'DAY SINGAPORE

and, ( not late )

HAPPY B'DAY KRISTINE!

2009-08-04T08:19:00.000-07:00

Last week was a great week for me! haha! to start things of , on Wednesday we TEAM 0804 RAN POLY50 and we got position 57th out of 160+ ppl i think! that's awesome! HAHA, these are the people who gave their everything to finish the run even though there were some minor set backs but nevertheless these people were awesome!!! EVERYONE OF YOU!! Great Job GUYS!!

Then on Saturday there was the "No One Else" concert!! AWESOME SONGS written by R-AGErs!! and the songs sound like those that are worth millions, if not MORE!! All God's glory!! and there were salvations as a result!!!!!!! AWESOME!!!

OH, i recieved this sms from my mom exact words : " Bryan got high fever, flu & sore throat...u ok?" HAHA!!!! seriously and when i got home, my brother told me that the doc said that he had a 90% chance of getting H1N1 aka SWINE FLU aka PIG/PORK FLU!!! 90% !!! WOHOOOOO that would mean i probably got it too...LOL!!

HAHA

God Bless!!
3casanova!!

2009-07-21T09:55:00.001-07:00

If i travel to the Sun at night! then maybe it'll be cool enough to stay there until its morning again!!

sigh all im seeing on the TV is advertisements about the REDS coming to Singapore and all.. BY RIGHT i should be happy, BUT i stupidly lost the tickets. zz 88$ :( guess it was just not meant to be.. Torres u better not throw ur jersey!! Sighhhh..

P.S Glenn and Ahyao hope u enjoy the game without me! :(

GOOD DAY!GOD BLESS!
3casanova!

2009-07-17T10:27:00.000-07:00

serene returning dreams says:
when youre angry no one dares to bully you!
and
when youre bitter no one dares to complain to you!
and
when youre sad no one dares to offend you!
and
when youre cynical no one will hurt you!

Awesome eh! not from me tho..

Good day! God Bless!!
3casanova!

2009-07-05T08:03:00.000-07:00

A few picture of what happen the weekend after exams! yeah man!! pictures abit messed up but yeah! had an awesome time with the casanovas and my classmate!! haha! but i missed church cause of that crap couldn't get myself to wake up. zz.. feel damn bad afterwards sigh. but nvm. ill be back next week!

Good Day!! GOD Bless!!
3casanova!

2009-07-02T07:45:00.000-07:00

Met BESTIE to dinner than study today! really study hor don't mess but gonna fail CA anyway waste of my freaking time i hate CA and AMMP freaking waste of time !!! ZZZ!!

GOD bless! Good Day!!
3casanova!!!

2009-06-29T22:48:00.001-07:00

woohooo. its exams now! YAY! ( NOT ) Zzz..

2009-06-23T01:40:00.000-07:00

GUYS! WE DO NOT WANNA GET H1N1! SO LETS DO THIS PETITION FOR 1 WEEK EXTENSION OF THE SCHOOL HOLIDAYS!
http://www.ipetitions.com/donations/index.html?id=386d6c20

!!

2009-06-21T07:14:00.001-07:00

Hey! Been awhile since i last blogged, cause i was too lazy. it was quite a fun week i must say, haha. studied, and play soccer at CAGE and watched a movie " Drag me to hell!" haha. no one's dragging me to hell that's for sure! HAHA and to hell with goat demons literally! HAHA! alright enough nonsence. TODAY, went to study at library quite fruitful i HOPE. spent more time crapping than studying tho. LOL. then had dinner and im home.

Oh its Father's day.. yeah man. i just watched "finding Nemo" damn am i envious of that little fish, the father fish fought his way through everything, big dangers, sharks, jelly fish and the OCEAN all his greatest fears he never gave up finding his child even in through the toughest moments. how wei da is that. just imagine. sigh. well Happy Father's day to all dads! and to my Heavenly father watching over my each and every step guiding me through life itself. Thks Dad/Friend/Counsellor !!
( to my earthly dad thks much for everything you've taugh me, i'd be nth without you, literally. hope you see this and one day hear you say three words that i'd have not heard for a long long time. i just pray you see all of these its from the btm of my heart. sry but i have no courage to take that first step but one day i will. i do love you! )

a picture that will be in my heart forever.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

2009-06-13T00:03:00.000-07:00

Back from my first church retreat! it was an awesome church camp!! it was really fun and all.. and the speaker was so good!! made some news friends and also had some bonding with the ppl i alr know! all in all it was an awesome retreat and i hope that i've changed for the better. and my heart to be ever growing towards God ! =)

Good Day! GOD BLESS!!
3casanova!

2009-06-07T05:24:00.000-07:00

Off to church camp in half an hour's time.. so yeah in case u can't contact me, ill not be in Singapore till 12th june !!

OH YEAH!
HAPPY (elated) BDAY LESTER WONG!!
Sry can't celebrate ur bday this year but ill make it up somehow or another.. lol. Till i come back CYA GUYS! =)

God bless!

2009-05-19T08:02:00.000-07:00

Its been quite awhile since i last blogged hmm.. haha. alright.. just got back from a camp over the weekends it was fun! haha!! knew quite afew new freshmen and all.. yeah had a good time!!

OH! had bjj yesteryday it was great tooo.. learning how to fight on the ground is sth new and usefull.. and had my first pilot course today!!! now i really really really wanna be a pilot!!!

GOD BLESS!! Good day!!

2009-04-27T03:34:00.000-07:00

Oh !! Sorta celebrated JX's Bday Yesterday With a couple of his cousins and aunties and uncles and grandmoms and granddads and MOMS and DADS lol kidding! just one mom and one dad. hmm haha!! had bbq and sorta passed them their presents! haha! we were playing with Jx's present more than he was HAHA! And im sure Glenn enjoy carrying his back! HAHA!!

HAPPY(belated) BIRTHDAY GLENN AND JING XIANG!!

School's getting better since last week. haha. more life is starting to fill me and i stop sleeping in lecture halls.. Everything turns out fine in the end AND i love my GEMS!! WOOOHOOO!! im gonna live through this year after all !! Haha. im quite sick with flu and sore throat and all.. and somehow i THINK i spread it around.. LOL.. THINK only tho.. my throat's getting better but my flu just gotten worse.. arghh. LOL

Good Day!! GOD BLESS!!!
3casanova!

2009-04-21T04:50:00.001-07:00

yesterday the first day of school.. felt like it was forever.. lectures after lectures zz.. i was actually looking forward to studying in a lecture hall but now i nvr want to go to lecture halls ZZ its uber boring.. ZZ.. like i spend more energy trying to stay awake then to do anything else.. gosh im starting to hate school.. how am i going to live through this for one year?! or even two?! argh but hell ill live. lol. and i saw something that i nvr wished i saw, or rather i want to see yet when i saw.. it just made me feel like.. i got punched in the face , heart , brain and everywhere else. nvm. arghh.. this is nonsence!!! ZZZZ..

Today second of school. it was better only one lecture and school was over alr, then i was home. and i saw that something again.. and today i on the way home i saw ALIENS!! they had like really big and green heads with their brain sticking outta the top of the head it was glowing really brightly! and it hands had like this sticky thing which it uses to walk on AIR! its had no legs!! and it was BRIGHT red in colour!! as thought its skin was transparent and u can see its blood so visibly..!!! scary sia.. im gonna catch one of those for my own !!

I think about you alot just so you know, and i miss you alot.. but because of that i hate you alot.. i wouldn't mind tearing ur limbs right off your body u piece of shit. u gave me alot of misery.argh.

Good day!! GOD BLESS!!
3casanova!

2009-04-19T08:05:00.000-07:00

had saltshaker's cell like yesterday after such a long time!! had some good fellowship! and laughed at some jokes! miss them alot man!

then today had cell at wisma!! then went to church!!

Went out today to celebrate glenn's early bday at aston at cathay, haha had a great time there! went over to Pq's place afterwards and picked up some bread and we had like some super late pinic at the carpark. lol. and my bloody maple acc kana hacked. LOL. not that i care.. REALLY!

Good Day! GOD BLESS!!!!
3casanova!

2009-04-18T01:49:00.001-07:00

today i found a wallet on the floor inside there was like TEN $50 dollar notes.. i went to check the ic for the address and i return the wallet inside the guy's mailbox !! then on the way home i saw 3 kids whacking a little dog so i decided to tell them off! and they went off letting the poor little dog off! today is such an exciting day!! erm.. 50% true la.. actually GERO take it and go!! what really happen was i reached home at 7 sth am and slept until 2 sth pm and im just slacking at home waiting for CELL! wohooo.. lol..

Good Day! GOD BLESS!
3casanova!

2009-04-13T09:55:00.000-07:00

Had an awesome day today with the guys!!! went to catch the jackie chan movie at orchard then walked all the way to marina for dinner at carl jr!! took a bunch of pictures at esplanade! haha post it up when i get them.. Oh yeah Teng Yew is back after 40 plus days in china! WELCOME BACK MAN!! hahah yeah!! All in all enjoyed today alot !!

Good day! GOD BLESS!
3casanova!

2009-04-08T09:01:00.000-07:00

I woke up super early today cause i slept super early yesterday!! im a good kid!! haha. Had muaythai today ! i think i unfit alr sia. zz. lol. And thank God for my groin guard!! it saved my balls!!! could even feel it through the groin guard wondering what if i didn't wear the groin guard.. hmmm.

Good day! GOD BLESS!!
3casanova!

2009-04-05T10:17:00.000-07:00

man u was lucky! lol. HAHA alright been awhile since i last blogged. hmm well nth much happened lately. hmm. oh yeah other than the fact that i chased down a robber! and forced him to return the handbag to the granny! yeah! ( that was made up) ..

Its late and i can't sleep cuz i slept too much in the afternoon. Got into the aerospace electronics class i wanted to! well.. hmm.. dunno if i should happy or not.. Haha.. well hmm.. its gonna be whole lot tougher starting next sem. gotta get myself mentally ready and well start working hard no more slacking!! New classmates!!

Alright Good Day! GOD BLESS !
3casanova!

2009-04-01T09:25:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah we celebrated Francis Bday at sunway lagoon in a restaurant T.G.I. Friday! and this is the video to show.

HAPPY BELATED BDAY FRANNNNNCIS!

2009-04-01T06:45:00.000-07:00

some pictures from the sunway lagoon trip!!

BTW! Happy April's fool day guys!!

2009-03-25T02:29:00.000-07:00

Just got back from chalet, well, it was alright, haha. some stuff that shouldn't have happened, happened and well i guess i should be held responsible for it, hmmm.. but well it worked out all well in the end i hope. but well through all of this i guess some things become sort of clearer to me.

Hahah, ok besides that i've gotta admit i've enjoyed myself in both chalets and had a good bonding session with both sides, i definately had a great time. but well i guess pictures are easier to explain what i did, so after i get pictures from both sides then ill put it up on my blog.

Oh and ill be going to Sunway lagoon from tml till Sunday with some the other guys, yeah so in case u can't contact me.

Good Day! God Bless!!!

2009-03-19T11:01:00.000-07:00

Went to catch the Mall Cop yesterday with Pie, Jx and Amy.hhaha its super funny you guys should go watch it! super funny!

Oh yeah went to Kallang Cage to play soccer today! hah, its not really a cage actually, but its an awesome place to play soccer nice fake grass. haha!

2009-03-14T07:45:00.000-07:00

LIVERPOOL - MAN U
4 - 1

Huat ar!! Liverpool won!!

time to sleep!

2009-03-14T04:03:00.000-07:00

Went to celebrate Alex's bday the other that Sakae Sushi then went to watch the best movie ever BEST BRO BEST !! DRAGON BALL EVOLUTION!! KAAAA-MEEEHH-HAAAAA-MEHHHHH- HAAAAAA!!!

2009-03-11T03:44:00.001-07:00

Look Ron's performance at the finals of the Hey Gorgeous!

2009-03-07T07:03:00.000-08:00

Hey!! haha. Alright, did i mentioned how much i love my holidays!! ITS SO AWESOME!! haha

Anyway, Thursday went out with the casanovas to watch slumdog million- air its some indian guy who won the who wants to be a million- air game and how he was suspected to have cheated and the show was mainly about how he got all the answer, its a good show really. LOL.

On friday went to celebrate Elsa's Bday at Pizza hut with the Saltshakers, before going to PNP , it was my time to PNP keep dozing off tho. lol. But hey!! HAHA

HAPPY B'DAY ELSA!!

Ok!! then today was suppose to go support Ron at the Hey gorgeous Finals but didn't go cause have to pay the stupid muay thai fees, anyway, GOOD LUCK RON!! ULL WIN THIS SHIT!! ALL THE WAY YOO!!

2009-03-01T22:33:00.000-08:00

had cell on sat at russell's it was fun Oh yeah and Russell got CAKED !! HAHA!! it was entertaining to watch! LOL!

2009-02-27T06:49:00.001-08:00

Exams are over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOHO!! total freedom!! SO MUCH FREE TIME WOOHOOO!!! HAHA!! The holidays are here!!

2009-02-24T04:17:00.000-08:00

This is my living room before and after! i ran outta thing to blog about. lol

Oh yeah PEEE sucks i hate peee.. stupid subject!! arghh.. last paper to super freedom!! hoho!!

2009-02-18T21:59:00.000-08:00

DE and Maths papers are over !! that means only 1 paper left PEEE the worse paper for me, haiz.. anyway i have a whole week to study for it lol kinda retarded tho, wait a whole week more for the entire exams to end! anyway im going to have a rest before chionging for PEEE!!

HAPPY EIGHTEEN BDAY MARCUS!!! NOW U CAN BUY ALCHOL LEGALLY AND OPENLY ENJOY YOUR "AUNTIES"!!

2009-02-14T10:58:00.000-08:00

Celebrated Jayne's Bday today at some steamboat place at novena nvr been there b4 but hey its a alright place just alittle expensive but i guess that's how steamboats go. it was really fun lol i guess.. visited some sick fellow later on and then im home now! haha!!

HAPPY EIGHTEEN B'DAY JAYNE!!

2009-02-12T07:48:00.000-08:00

something has been bothering me for awhile now and i feel very frustrated over it, so i've been thinking (yes i can think), and i've came out with a really harsh decision that i really have make. its really uncomfortable, its not easy but that's the only way out. well i guess that's how life is but well LIFE'S GREAT! =)

2009-02-11T06:35:00.000-08:00

HAPPY (belated) EIGHTEEN B'DAY LENGSHAN!!

TWO WORDS

2009-02-10T06:38:00.000-08:00

EXAMS SUCKS!

2009-02-08T05:04:00.000-08:00

I love my Mom! really!! for many many many many many awesome reasons,

For Loving me, not leaving me like a certain someone did. Ever forgiving, and after seeing how some parents totally don't like their child to know God, i thank God that my mom "forced" me to go to church when i was much younger and now i can tell the world proudly that im a child of God and no one can change that fact!!

I feel very very lucky to be God's child, and also my mom's its a great great thing it really is! so hey IF u wanna know God more, don't hesitate to come find me!

And my Mom bought me a new phone!! Its the Bombzxz!!

2009-02-05T02:45:00.000-08:00

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

im laughing..

2009-02-01T07:52:00.001-08:00

Arghhh Exams are nearing soon and this time is big shit! Final Exams AKA Rain of shit.. God help me.. the stress im starting to feel it.. CRAP!! NO MORE DOTA!! NO MORE GAMES!! STUDY TIME STARTS FROM THIS WEEK ON!! ANYONE CATCHING ME PLAYING SHOOT ME IN THE HEAD!! this exam is super important to me it means wheather or not i can get in aerospace electronics or not.. stress stress besides exams there is still some projects here and there to complete and the final auto cad test this thursday .. i feel the this rain of shit is not very good.. gosh GOD Pls be with me ..

Arghhh.. anyway.. congrats to Amanda Liu and Nicole Tan for getting into the school of your choice! Srjc and Rjc repectively!! good job! hope u enjoy yourself in school!!

Alright Good day , God Bless alright! =)

2009-01-31T00:23:00.001-08:00

im very frustrated right now cuz im hungry!!!!

2009-01-27T02:42:00.000-08:00

yeah im back !! haha.. 9 hours ride there and 9 back! man do i hate travelling.. but well can't say no to going back its nice to see my Grandmother tho.. she's like 72 or sth but she looks like she's in her early 60's haha.. she's cool.. her cooking will wet ur mouth just like that! haha!!

Oh yeah i was reading the book " Twilight " through the whole trip there and back.. im not done reading it but its a great book!! yeah !! haha.. ( thks XIAOZHAO! )

just wanna end it with something i found in my past post

KNOW JESUS KNOW PEACE!
NO JESUS NO PEACE!

Good day! =)

2009-01-21T06:09:00.000-08:00

some picture of the meta home!!

2009-01-14T07:11:00.001-08:00

yup.. went for muay thai today! it was cool!

God Bless y'all!!

2009-01-12T08:07:00.000-08:00

When to first toa payoh to do some course counselling today .. hmm yeah! then went home and had a nap then went out again to meet Pie, Glenn , Francis , Jx, Amy( witch!! ) for dinner at pizza hut!! haha .. had a really good time at the Toy section , oh btw i wanna introduce u to the next best band ever in my picture!! LOL!! those instructments do work!! LOL !! then went over to the playground to spin on the small round thingy.. yup! as usual had an awesome time with them!! haha !! oh hey! congrats to those who got Good marks for ur O's!! and those who didn't do so well or rather didn't get your expectations don't be too hard up on yourself!! its all cool ya! =)
Need course counselling for SP don't hestitate to come to me ! hahah no don't come im kidding.. go SP website instead!! yup!!

GOD BLESS!! Good day yoo!!!

2009-01-11T06:56:00.000-08:00

some pictures at Josh's house!

2009-01-11T05:57:00.001-08:00

this post is for all my friends who are taking ur O's results tml!! GOOD LUCK!!

and this is for all my friends who are in JC HAHA YOUR SCHOOL'S STARTING TML!!

that's it!!

oh and happy early bday JOSH!! hope u enjoy the delaying dinner buy !! LOL

2009-01-09T07:43:00.000-08:00

Ohh alright! im back from SP open house!! yeah i was tour guiding for the ppl inside the bus. haha it was not that boring or dumb as i thought it would be lol. it was quite fun actually oh yeah i finally got my hands on one of those goodie bags.. LOL.. had to work for it tho lol. but i guess it was worth it.. i guess that's all .. cya!

2009-01-03T08:51:00.000-08:00

hilter -.-

2008-12-31T20:37:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2008-12-23T06:42:00.000-08:00

the saltshakers ! most of them at least.. their the best!

2008-12-23T05:33:00.000-08:00

Just got home from CIP at the METTA HOME.. yup.. frankly i guess we barely did anything.. it was like a 2 day thing yesterday and today.. ill put up pictures like next time cause im really lazy right now.. oh yeah went to chalet with some of my church ppl.. lol bbq with really old school songs really old songs.. lol.. then went over to Ivan's to stay over.. i got thrashed 4 rounds of WINNING, damn it i mean dang LOL.

there's muay thai tml, after so long. lol i mean really unfit right now.. crap =/ hope i can tahan tml.. haha alright cya guys!

GOD bless!! Good day!

2008-12-20T02:50:00.000-08:00

Went to orchard yesterday to sing for my church choir it was cool.. haha..

lol woke up at 11 today, hence skipped choir rehearsals!! hahah!! lol.. then Russell said im going to die tml.. oh no.. 0.0 .. LOL.. shit.. am i really to get screwed by Freda!?!

(thks Nicole for enlightning me!)

2008-12-15T09:38:00.000-08:00

its rheuma!! haha.. im in log sub-com, im suppose to be in G2 .. but i came home.. lol.. anyway im going to stay over the next 2 nights so yeah!! haha.. don't miss me too much! HAHA.. the skit was the BOMB! we did again!! there's nth we can't do with God on our side!! yeah man!!

I wished my holidays were like this one! i feel much closer to God now.. Leader's retreat power worships, and now rheuma! the worships are soooo powerfull the presence of God is so strong.. and i also spent much more time with the saltshakers! haha!! yay!

SALTSHAKERS ROCKS! =)

2008-12-12T08:26:00.000-08:00

i've been meeting the saltshakers quite often recently due to rheuma and all! oh yeah prayers does help yoo! now jess will be able to make it for at least the night we're performing our skit !! praise the Lord! i think our skit is going pretty well! haha.. hope it gets even better on the actual day itself! lol.. oh and we celebrated kenneth's bday!! it was awesome! very fun, and funny!!! hahaha!

HAPPY B'DAY KENNETH!! (your 23 years old now!)

2008-12-09T07:10:00.000-08:00

just got back from leaders' retreat! it was great! so ill be cm-ing COOL my ex- cell !! haha.. alright.. st. john island was alright .. better than what i expected but well haha.. at least they had beds but the mosquitoes really had a hell of a time there.. big feast for them.. zz.. alright.. im going to sleeep now!! nightS yoo!

2008-12-05T07:19:00.000-08:00

Exams finished yesterday!! woohoo! LOL.. then went over to G2 to practice for the skit.. haha.. the fun part was after the practice! hahaha.. we played like games and loser had to do stupid things with choc! hahah.. took some pictures of Russel , Ivan and Joanne with unglam picture of choc in their mouth haha.. but im too lazy to post it up.. OH! and Josh got the worst.. hahah he had all the choc from joanne's mouth + her saliva on his hand. LOL. got pictures of it all but too lazy to post it up. and they smack his hand full of choc into his face !! it was like getting shit in his face! haha!!

Oh went back to G2 again today for another practise for the skit!! just learning how to walk again.. tsktsk.. hahaha!

2008-12-01T07:39:00.000-08:00

Exams exams exams!!! man.. i hate exams.. =/

anyway im going to brag.. I COMPLETED MY 1.5k word reporT!! HAHA
AND I WROTE CLOSE TO 2k WORDS!! AHAH!! HEHE!! HOHO!!

2008-11-28T06:49:00.001-08:00

Today was one of the slackest IE lesson. practically did nth.. lol.. then went to TEO 's lesson i learnt quite abit haha.. but he talk lots of bull crap.. lol . but well at least i learnt something.

Then went to G2 after that to pratise for the skit with the saltshakers.. it was alright.. haha.. had some extra LUSTFUL lessons today! haha.. look like you really want her LOL! ill try.. lol

Then went for dinner at West mall's KFC, had the family feast thing. lol.
Lengshan's joke : " Why chicken so white? Cause their not DUCK."

hahah. right. oh yeah an "apple" fell on me in the mrt.. i felt so dirty!!! "Apples" stink like hell!! I HATE "APPLES"!!( lol ask charlene what "apples" are.. genious!! )

2008-11-27T07:23:00.001-08:00

Look that's my sister wearing my clothes..
( im not gay! and im not always like this!! i just wanted to add something to spice up my blog! LOL )

2008-11-24T05:06:00.001-08:00

hey.. Been really busy with school work lately, TCS, CD, GEMS report!! Arghhh SO MANY THINGS TO DO!! and to top it all.. MST!!!! ARGHHHH!!! SO BUSY BUSY!!

2008-11-15T07:45:00.000-08:00

went to school the entire day today doing the tour guide crap with denise and the other spac2go ppl.. it was alright yeah.. then had dinner and all..

I SMILE AT PAIN AND ASK FOR MORE!

2008-11-14T06:30:00.000-08:00

today had muay thai classes again after quite awhile and there was sparing ! haha!
then went to cell, it was rather informal and well... actually just dinner and talking alot of rubbish and watching Lengshan eat! ohhh im sry! =) hahah!! tml gonna have to skip choir .. well.. haha

Oh yeah! Belated Gratz Denise on getting 1st for the round ubin thingy.. (ps im still in shock u got first in sth related sports)

Alright Good day! God Bless!

2008-11-11T17:07:00.001-08:00

alright after "2 days " of waiting the results of the gradings are finally out!! i passed !! YES!! lol.. oh yeah my retarded phone is being a dick it doesn't listen to me for the whole of last night and it keep restarting and all but after teaching it a lesson or 2 it finally learnt whose boss and settled down. LOL. haha u can ignore my retarded-ness. haha.. Oh yeah im suppose to be in school right now but because i was too lazy i decided to pon school! yeah some rest time at home then im off to GEMS!! oh so looking forward to GEMS! lol.. well.. yeah.. cya guys some time around!!

Good day! God Bless!!

2008-11-08T03:33:00.001-08:00

Hello guys!! today i went to choir again in the morning and it was fun lol. hmm.. hahaa alright then went for lunch with the saltshakers and some others and im home now ! oh yeah i have a new bed its err.. nicee.. right!!

oh yesterday was fun.. haha.. went to town with pie, steffi , shann and amy for dinner it was great!! haha.. oh then KJ joinned us later at bishan for bubbletea.. right.. that's it i guess..

Good day !! GOD BLESS!!!

2008-11-01T01:32:00.000-07:00

Hey.. been like quite awhile seen i last blogged due to my phlag-ness AKA laziness =/.. lol . anyway what happened recently hmm.. went to sentosa like on depavali and made a pool thing. lol .. i dun ever want to go out on depavali ever again.. don't ask why.. LOL.. hmm.. been playing soccer in school quite often now a days.. haha.. that's a good thing i guess at least im not just sitting infront of my computer growing fat.. lol.. oh yesterday had cell.. it have been quite awhile seen the saltshakers sat down together to have a proper cell meeting. yeah, ok and it seem saltshakers are turning into rebels just to stay together.. LOL that's a good thing tho in my book! haha..
went for the 2nd choir rehearsal for the christmas thing , lol it seems i cannot remember what i learnt the previous week and i don't think i can remember what i learnt this week next week. lol.. then went to buy new pair of slippers after my previous pair just snapped on its own or sth.. tsktsk.. lol..
hoho chelser!
Good Day!! God Bless!!!! =)

2008-10-28T05:12:00.000-07:00

Hey Guys Ron is participating in the "hey gorgeous" competition!! be sure to vote for him in the mean time before the voting starts go comment on him!! for those who doesn't know him he looks like ming dao some actor only bettter!! haha!! alright here's the link!!

http://ugc.mediacorptv.sg/heygorgeousDetail.aspx?campaign=heygorgeous&Item_ID=UGC-3765&Album_ID=795#biodata

copy these url and go comment now then vote later alright!!

2008-10-26T03:58:00.000-07:00

yesterday went for auditions for the christmas choir thing as a cell and well.. im in the bass.. like low low low low low.. lol nvm.. oh and its the comeback of the lustfull one!! so more rehearsals , which means more time in church .. then went to BK and then came home.

then after that went to meet the others at the playground to get the usual tsktsk.. lol.. oh yeah HAPPY BELATED BDAY TO RON AND SHIJING!!

2008-10-20T04:40:00.000-07:00

School started like one week alr.. well its been alright.. lol.. hmm. oh yeah O's starting alr.. good luck to you all taking O's out there!

Good day ! God bless!

2008-10-10T11:34:00.000-07:00

right! im back from cell.. went to holland V for dinner! cool place very like what kenneth says " happening" its a nice place. then we went to settlers its like this place to play board games.. yeah it was rather fun haha.. then after that went to BK to chill and talk.. or rather shout/ scream ..right lengshan =) hahah..

Oh i got etiquette and professional image for my GEMS yeah ! haha.. almost didn't get into the one i wanted but its cool!

Im going to sleep now!

Good Night! GOD bless!!

2008-09-25T21:06:00.000-07:00

OK! lets see what happen lately.. hmmm.. monday went to watch babylon AD with some of my classmates then went to "HELL" in singapore, scary place really !! right then on tuesday went to celebrate Pie's and Tengyew BIRTHDAY!! and then had supper or drinks with Shann and Steffi!! 3 Birthdays all on one day !! Happy Belated Birthday to Pie, Tengyew and Shann!!! hope u grow normally ! haha.. alright then on wednesday went over to Fight G to train, after such a long time not training feel damn slack sia.. lol.. but nvm i still did abit rather then nothing haha.. ok ... guess that's bout it!!

Alright Cya!!
Good Day!! God bless!!

2008-09-16T21:09:00.000-07:00

1. The person who tag you is?
~ steffi low
2. Your relationship with him/her is?
~ "sista"
3. Your five impressions of him/her?
~ Retarded, funny, sick(very) in the mind, cool and awesome. (i ran outta things to read)
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
~ beat me in pool like many times.
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
~ "sista"
6.If he/she become your lover, you will?
~ err i guess not?
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
~ no idea
8.If he/she become your enemy, you will?
~ errr KILL!(joking).
9.If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
~ I have no idea.
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is.
~ Beat her in pool.
11. Your overall impression of him/her is.
~ cool?
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
~ err i dunno i hope they think im nice! lol.
13. The characters you love of yourself are.
~ err i love myself!
14.On the contrary, the characteristics you hate most about yourself are?
~ i still love myself!
15. The most ideal person you want to be is.
~ again i still love myself!
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them.
~ hello u guys are awesome!
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you pass to people that have blog only.
~ u want to do go ahead and say i tagged u i dunno la
18.Who is no.6 having relationship with?
~ him lor
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
~ lesbian
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
~ no cause that would make them lesbians.
21. What is no.2 studying about?
~ studying on how mummies make babies!
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
~ at the moon yesterday
23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
~ very quite ones those that barely make any sound
24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
~ TONNES like at 2 soccer teams of brothers and sisters
25. Will you woo no.3?
~ hell yeah i will!!
26. How about no.7?
~ yeah i will too!
27. Is no.4 single?
~ no, his like gay
28. What is the surname of no.5?
~ christiano
29.What’s the hobby of no.10?
~ surfing the web for i dunno

(ps MR/MS/MRS/MDM no. 1 - 10 are all made up!)

2008-09-13T07:57:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FAVOURITE ( only ) BROTHER BRYAN!!

U ARE NOW 14 YEARS OLD!! YEAH HOPE U LIKE UR PHONE!!

2008-09-11T22:12:00.001-07:00

alright i just came back from the chalet.. actually i came back yesterday but i just woke up from a very very long sleep! chalet was 4 days 3 nights, initially i wanted to stay was awhile only but turns out i stayed for the whole thing, the chalet was really fun it was really big. We did quite a fews things bbq , night cyclying, threnie spoting, and a lot music with marcus' guitar, it was a great 4 days 3 nights of bonding!

2008-09-06T01:03:00.000-07:00

alright!! ok yesterday suppose to meet have breakfast with some of the saltshakers BUT i woke up like very late so i didn't haha.. instead i went over to G1 1st . Then i just watched them study like really ALL of them were studying except me it made me feel so lazy so i took my bible and started reading, but i decided to be lazy after reading and started sleeping haha. then after that went over to Fight-G for the muaythai selections.. there were much more ppl then i expected man.. my fight was rather even.. but i didn't appreciate being kicked where it hurts. yeah.. could feel it throught the groin guard not a good feeling.. hmm.. yeah.. haha overall i ENJOYED the fight.. not good man.. i enjoy fighting! shit..

alright then today went back to sp to have listen to the meeting and also confirm my attendance to SPMT, and also pay for the shirt!! i want the shirt !! yeah man!! hahah..
OK! that's all !

God Bless!! Good day!

2008-09-02T08:48:00.000-07:00

i did the personality test and there's my result! im all that phleg after all ! hah

2008-09-02T00:27:00.000-07:00

Yesterday SOW AND REAP was a huge success!! yeah man!! it was SO awesome!! the skit was awesome, i was so encouraged when my sec1s asked for an encore on sunday showing just how much they liked it, i saw tears in charlene's eyes after the skit that's how awesome it was!! the number of newcomers were also awesome, we had like 20++ newcomers that's like a record and the saltshakers did it!! Thank God for being with us!!

You know what is more awesome than all of those(besides God, nth's more awesome than God haha! ), THE SALTSHAKERS !! the cm were the BEST!! Ivan, Jessica, Russel, Joshua, Charlene, Elsa, Lengshan, Josiah, Joanne, Hillary AND our RLs!! KENNETH, CHERLY AND MELwooo who helped us the most!! EVERYONE did a GREAT job in this SOW AND REAP!!

(above is the video of one of our best rehearsals even tho compared to what we did at SOW AND REAP it was nothing. bad news we couldn't tape it down because our video cam ran outta memory half way and didn't video down the skit .. otherwise i would have shown u what i meant by AWESOME!! lol..)

OH YEAH!! yesterday during the SOW AND REAP, the unit directly opposite mine GOT BURNED!! like BURNED !! fire!! everything inside turn BLACK!! LOL.. thank God it wasn't my house and no one was inside that house.. everyone's save except for their stuff inside all turn into black things..

ALRIGHT!! im so proud of myself for this very long post + a video!
God Bless !! Good day!!

2008-08-29T10:46:00.000-07:00

have been going back to church more often this few weeks to prepare for this coming monday's sow and reap!! gosh im so excited!! hahah.. all the CM's have been working extra hard for this event! and jess got bruises all over her hands and knees, hope u recover fast!! Cheers to saltshakers!! alright.. yesterday went to pie's house to stay over for COD marathon! haha.. really fun!! haha..

saltshakers rocks! =)

GOD bless!! Good day !

2008-08-23T05:43:00.000-07:00

alright friday was the last paper for mst2. haha it was alright. then went to play soccer in the rain with my classmates and lester.. hahah.. then went back to church to pratise on the skit and all.. then today woke up late had a late breakfast then went back to church again to pratise more on the skit all the way until 6 and had dinner then im home now! that's all!

Good Day!! GOD bless!!

2008-08-18T06:17:00.000-07:00

that first picture was the picture of the gloves that they bought for me for my bday gift! damn cool right! =) hahahha.. i think so too.. hahah 2nd picture it just them monkeying around actually i think they wanted to jump on me.. LOL.. and the 3rd picture is just some random picture i took from some gummies that i took.. traffic light if you have not noticed !! haha=)